Happy happy to me.

My one year Blog­ging Anni­ver­sary just pas­sed. Um hello, where was I??

Oh and today is my birthday.

Yeay me!

Last year I was all , “oh look at me, I’m going to cele­brate the big 3–0. Why fight it…I’m going to grow old gracefully…yada yada yada.”

That was then. This is now. Last year I tur­ned thirty.

Thirty was a doa­ble number.

Thirty.

Just thirty

Like, I’m not old yet thirty.

Thirty.

Now I’m not thirty.

Oh no. Not thirty anymore.

I’m not just out of my twen­ties thirty

I’m in my thirties.

On my way to thirty five thirty.

Oy.

Where does time go?

Any­way…

Last year I gave myself a gift.

The gift of atten­tion. I took time to learn who I was, be who I am, and stand tall for things I believe in.

I’m proud to say that I think I’ve done just that.

This year, as I enter my thirty one-dom I’m more sett­led, con­fi­dent, and able to say what I mean and need.

Oh ya!!

So in kee­ping with this theme of growth, I’ve deci­ded to focus on another aspect of my life.

Giving atten­tion to others.

Like real attention.

Not lap­top on lap, remote con­trol in hand, phone on ear, “Yes dear, I’m lis­te­ning…” type attention.

Disc­lai­mer** I NEVER do that that, I’m just sayin’.…

Ahem.

But rather eye-contact, TV pau­sed off, lap­top clo­sed type atten­tion.

Like get on the floor and play with my kids more attention.

Like I hear what you are saying, Honey, and although I don’t agree, I still think your point is valid attention.

Whew. That’s going to be a toughie.

It will take some serious chan­ging of some really bad habits.

But I’m in need of a change.

Bring on the growth.

It’s time.

So happy birthday/blogging anni­ver­sary to me.

I hope this gift will serve my family and me well.

:-)

10 Comments »

  1. Annie said,

    February 20, 2008 @ 4:51 am

    Happy Blo­gi­ver­sary! Happy Birthday!

    35 isn’t so bad — don’t panic about hea­ding that way :) It’s all good!

    Good luck with those goals — very admi­ra­ble, and neces­sary in all our families.

    Annie’s last blog post..The power of words.

  2. Mommy Daisy said,

    February 20, 2008 @ 5:55 am

    Happy Birth­day!

    And Happy Blo­gi­ver­sary! (I skip­ped mine this year too. Oops.)

    Mommy Daisy’s last blog post..Valen­tine present

  3. Lia said,

    February 20, 2008 @ 8:25 am

    Not a lot of sym­pathy from this almost 34 year old. I would say that is a great gift to give the family. I might have to look into that one.

  4. Lady M said,

    February 20, 2008 @ 10:37 pm

    Happy Birth­day to you and your blog! Here’s to many more.

    Lady M’s last blog post..Approaching Detente with My Mater­nity Pillow

  5. crystal said,

    February 21, 2008 @ 7:30 am

    Happy birth­day to you and your blog. I laughed out loud at that post and totally rela­ted on the other hand. You are ahead of me, I didn’t freak until 35 hit and cer­tainly am still wor­king on the figu­ring out myself part… that one might take me lon­ger. I love what you had to say on the giving to others part.

    crystal’s last blog post..This new old house

  6. Oh, The Joys said,

    February 21, 2008 @ 12:29 pm

    Gurl, please. Talk to me about 40!

    Oh, The Joys’s last blog post..Non­sense & Dan­cing with Jewels at the End

  7. Fog City Mommy said,

    February 23, 2008 @ 10:45 pm

    35 isn’t bad. it’s all the fun get­ting there.

    happy bday! come up to SF and I will buy you a drink.

    Fog City Mommy’s last blog post..man. this is har­der then I thought it would be.

  8. Deb said,

    February 24, 2008 @ 8:38 am

    OK, lady. I’m going to be 40 this year, so I don’t want to hear about it.
    :)

    Deb’s last blog post..The Rou­tine

  9. In the Trenches of Mommyhood said,

    February 25, 2008 @ 6:45 am

    Con­grats on beco­ming another year wiser in life and blogging!

    Here’s to many more!

    In the Trenches of Mommyhood’s last blog post..Sarah at the Oscars 2008

  10. Anna at Hank & Willie said,

    February 26, 2008 @ 2:14 pm

    You know what you are, of course?

    thirty-ONE-derful!

    Go ahead, use that one all year.

    Anna at Hank & Willie’s last blog post..To do today: tell me how you stay organized

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